Sunday, October 20, 2013

Looking at Mountains again

Lately, I've been feeling like I am faced with road block after road block. Just about the time I think I have a breakthrough, another obstacle is in my path.

But as I was waiting for the bus on the way home from church today, I could see in the distance the top of the ridge above the Flat Irons; a bit of light shining on it, among a swirl of clouds.

I said to myself, “I want to climb that someday.”

A voice (maybe God, maybe my own voice) said “Why?”

I answered, “Because I like the challenge. The view from the top of the mountain is amazing.”

Then the small voice inside said, “Why are you in college, studying philosophy, when you could have finished your degree almost two years ago, and been working in a safe, 40 hour/week job, and a two week vacation after 5 years or so?”

And I realized that all that I’ve been complaining and crying about are those tough spots in the trail; when I have made it past the tree line, and the trail is steep, the air is thin, I’m really tired.


This is a “mountain” I chose to climb. (God gave me other choices.)
I can turn around and see how far I’ve come and I can look ahead and see the summit.

So even if I have to take a longer route to get to the top of this particular "mountain", God is with me, and I know with his help I will make it to the top.

I found some more great words on mountains posted on Bonita Jewel's blog "What's the Purpose of Life" here.

Sunday, October 13, 2013

A glimpse of Illumination

I am in the midst of studying Augustine and his philosophy, and I am beginning to understand his theory of understanding or illumination.

With any philosopher, it takes time reading and thinking about their views until you begin to grasp what it is they are trying to teach.
Augustine was the first philosopher to begin a theory of mind near to our modern standards, with his theory of illumination, or understanding.

I believe that you can think of  understanding or illumination by this analogy:
We learn to travel, (I am thinking of traveling by bus or train) by following instructions given to us by the trip-planner. This trip planner gives us complete station by station directions that we follow exactly to reach our destination.

If this is a regular trip for us, we will one day look at the map of the area we travel with an overlay of our bus and train routs over the grid of the streets and landmarks and it now makes sense; we are illuminated—we get a 4 dimensional (time and space) grasp of where we are, where we are going and were we have been.

Illumination is the grand “A-ha” moment when the light has now come on for us, and we see and understand the picture, a picture which started out as a pencil sketch with stick figures, then color is added, then we stand back delighted with the flat panel of stretched canvas on which we see the illusion of depth; yet when the moment comes of  illumination, we enter in to a depth of understanding beyond a representation but to something that becomes real for us, and we can touch and see a rich, full and complete experience.

That, I believe is illumination, when by a gift from God, faith becomes understanding. 

Friday, October 4, 2013

Excerpt from "On Free Choice of the Will" by Augustine

Here is another excerpt from Augustine's book "On Free Choice of the Will" Book II chapter 13


    “People cry out that they are happy when they passionately embrace the beautiful bodies of their spouses, and even of prostitutes; and shall we doubt that we are happy in embracing the truth? People cry out that they are happy when, with throats parched by the heat, they come upon a wholesome and abundant spring, or when they are starving and find an elaborate feast; and shall we deny that we are happy when our thirst is quenched and our hunger appeased by the truth itself? We often hear voices crying out that they are happy if they lie among roses or other flowers, or enjoy the incomparable scent of the finest perfumes; what is more fragrant, more delightful, then the gentle breath of truth? And shall we doubt that we are happy when it breathes upon us? Many find their happiness in the music of voices and string and flutes. When they are without it, they think they are miserable; and when they have it, they are in raptures. So when the silent eloquence of truth flows over us without the clamor of voices, shall we look for some other happiness, and not enjoy the one that is so secure and so near at hand? People take pleasure in the cheerfulness and brightness of light—in the glitter of gold and silver, in the brilliance of gems, and in the radiance of colors and of that  very light that belongs to our eyes, whether in earthly fires or in the stars or the sun or the moon. As long as no poverty or violence deprives them of this joy, they think that they are happy; they want to live forever to enjoy such a happiness. And shall we fear to find our happiness in the light of truth?
    No! Rather, since the highest good is known and acquired in the truth, and that truth is wisdom, let us enjoy to the full the highest good, which we see and acquire in that truth. For those who enjoy the highest good are happy indeed. This truth show forth all good things that are true, holding them out to be grasped by whoever has understanding and chooses one or many of them for his enjoyment. Now think for a moment of those who choose what pleases them in the light of the sun and take joy in gazing upon it. If only their eyes were livelier and sound and exceptionally strong, they would like nothing better than to look directly upon the sun, which sheds its light even on the inferior things that weaker eyes delight in.  It is just the same with a strong and lively mind. Once it has contemplated many true and unchangeable things with the sure eye of reason, it turns to the truth itself, by which all those true things are made know. It forgets those other things and cleaves to the truth, in which it enjoys them all at once. For whatever is delightful in the other true things is especially delightful in the truth itself.
 This is our freedom, when we are subject to the truth; and the truth is God himself, who frees us from death, that is, from the state of sin. For that truth, speaking as a human being to those who believe in him, says, “If you abide in my word, you are truly my disciples. And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.”[1] (pp 55-57)

[1] John 8:31